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Tales of Suburban Angst

by Luke Seymoup

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1.
Knife 03:28
If I could take this knife I'd amputate the thoughts straight from my mind And leave myself down here drooling on the tiles Dress the wound with wine Though I can't stand the taste I feel it's bite is what is keeping me alive I'm a little bit older now But as I've grown so has the doubt Between my flesh and bones Trying to ooze from underneath If I could take this knife Push down until the hilt touches my thigh Lie in blistering sun and point it towards the sky This makeshift sundial won't lie about the time But when I'm tired of facing North I'll know the will in me has died I'm a little bit older now But as I've grown so has the doubt Between my flesh and bones Trying to ooze from underneath Looking over my shoulder now I'm scared to turn around and see The demons But I still feel them touching me They say your future years are destiny Working towards something you don't want to be I never put much faith in prophecy But it's all come true in front of me I'm a little bit older now But as I've grown so has the doubt Between my flesh and bones Trying to ooze from underneath Looking over my shoulder now I'm scared to turn around and see The demons But I still feel them touching me But I still feel them touching me But I still feel them touching me
2.
Toss and turn at night in sweat White-tails tie me up in thread 3AM, Buzz Lightyear said "Get yourself straight back to bed" Rather die than go repeat Being ten, twelve or sixteen Sell my soul to bury these Dreams of showering nice and clean I'm trying Trying to leave this world behind Outside I'm searching for a home beyond the sky Toss and turn at night in sweat White-tails tie me up in thread 3AM, Buzz Lightyear said "Get the fuck straight back to bed" I'm trying Trying to leave this world behind Outside I'm searching for a home beyond the sky At night I watch the moon break through the lights Sometimes I can see But just sometimes If this spaceship's going down All the memories won't keep me with it Wish me luck out there in space When my parachute does not inflate Say "good luck" I'm gonna need it I'm trying Trying to leave this world behind Outside I'm searching for a home beyond the sky At night I watch the moon break through the lights Sometimes I can see But just sometimes
3.
Maple Road 02:56
I'm on a dirt road Took a wrong turn trying to get back to the highway Far from the street lights But off in the distance I can see the high beams shining I'll never trust a GPS again Watch the fuel light blinking red My co-pilot starts to sweat 'Cause I have no reception Shit, I don't know where we are This is how horror movies start If I crash this fucking car Remember us just as we are Out by the V-Lines in the darkness Trying to see what's on the other side And my intestines squirm and writhe From the misadventures of last night Wish I'd had more than 3 hours sleep Used my coat and scarf for sheets Newtown's now a distant dream The news will call it last place we were seen Shit, I don't know where we are This is how horror movies start If I crash this fucking car Remember us just as we are Fly screaming 'round the bends Never seen a car catch so much air Good Lord! The answer to my prayers Looks like a freeway exit Shit, I don't know where we are This is how horror movies start If I crash this fucking car Remember us just as we Just as we Just as we are
4.
Average 04:19
This one is for all the people out there in the bars Drinking away another miserable day on the job And across from the stage drifts another song That we probably won't remember When tonight is dead and gone Out there, there are people more important than us who have died And I'm at home struggling just to keep my fishes alive The church and its steeple loom above my house in the sky Let me get this off my chest I'm average This one is for all the people I've loved and I've lost They're still around We just couldn't be bothered keeping in touch With my hands on the wheel The streets creeping past I slam on the brakes and stop When I hear that song in the car Out there, there are people more important than us who have died And I'm at home struggling just to keep my fishes alive The church and its steeple loom above my house in the sky Let me get this off my chest I'm average I'm average, I'm average, I'm average, I'm average I'm average Out there, there are people more important than us who have died And I'm at home struggling just to keep my fishes alive The church and its steeple loom above my house in the sky Let me get this off my chest I'm average
5.
Unreliable 04:16
Sometimes I still drive past your old house I still see the sheets you hung up To keep the light blocked out I fly over the stream that flows From the bloody North to the wealthy South I know we've never been aligned When it comes to hopes, dreams, fears or doubts I heard you're doing well I heard you're doing awful My sources aren't reliable And I still call us friends But don't know how to prove it Don't think the message sent We'll always have the music I still play your records When I'm driving home from shows I search for deep meanings That you probably never wrote Outside there are lights along the docks That glow brighter than the sun I know you never liked what I did for work But I was doing what I loved I heard you're doing well I heard you're doing awful My sources aren't reliable And I still call us friends But don't know how to prove it Don't think the message sent We'll always have the music You always used to talk about the fire And how it kept us warm as the streets burned How could I help when I never held a lighter? So I'll just fan the flames 'til you return We used to be in this crime together Split the score and went out separate ways I'll never spend one red cent But I'll count the pennies every day I heard you're doing well I heard you're doing awful My sources aren't reliable And I still call us friends But don't know how to prove it Don't think the message sent We'll always have the music I heard you're doing well I heard you're doing awful I'm so unreliable
6.
St Kilda 03:06
I just spent a whole week's wage on the parking Now I'm walking the streets Passing people asleep So I'm keeping my voice down Have to keep an eye out that there's nobody watching While we fuck on the beach Breathing in deep From the refuse that's all around Got to make it to this show I know she wouldn't mind if we didn't even go We'll see it snow Before we ever make it 'cross this road Still miles away from resting in my grave Stumbling home, walking dead I'll never set foot in St. Kilda again I just came here to get a taste of the music Now I'm too fucked to drive Didn't think I'd get high off a second-hand joint Standing side of the stage watch the audience lose it This musclebound thug still owes me 10 bucks But I'm not going to press the point Driver of a taxi cab With a baseball bat in hand I watched it all unfold from the window On the passenger side As we drove off into the night Still miles away from resting in my grave Stumbling home, walking dead I'll never set foot in St. Kilda again In St. Kilda again
7.
I can't find my way back These intersections all look the same I'll watch the rooftops become waterfalls On Sydney Rd in the pouring rain I'm watching couples fight along the way Well, I guess Brunswick's for lovers Another miserable fucking day There's somewhere out there Where the nights don't seem so dark So, I'll just stand outside this waterhole And watch my friends all fall apart They fall apart I said "when you're crying You can rest your head on me" He looked at me smiling And said "you're wiser than you seem" I swear I've been here in a dream Or I can forsee the future Keep throwing out the script behind the scenes There's somewhere out there Where the nights don't seem so dark So, I'll just stand outside this waterhole And watch my friends all fall apart He said "you talk like you're 53 But you still look like you're 17" If I was sober enough to think I wouldn't want to count every age I've been And I don't know what to say to help When I don't even know how to help myself That might be something to think about When you're riding shotgun in my car, passed out There's somewhere out there Where the nights don't seem so dark So, I'll just stand outside this waterhole And watch my friends all fall apart There's somewhere out there Where the nights don't seem so dark So, I'll just stand outside this waterhole And watch my friends all fall apart Friends all fall apart
8.
Serengeti 04:21
I'm at a loss for direction Coffee shops are pretentious And so are these inner city bars that don't stage bands Trying to find some affection I sound like Charlton Heston After mixing poisons poured straight down the hatch My body's ready for the feds to come dissect me When they've had their way I hope I'm laid to rest Dressed in my dressing gown I just want someone to hold me Because someone just told me That the best bar in town is closing down Closing down Looking over my shoulder As I strut through the cold of Summer nights in Melbourne town with my phone switched off All the buildings are closed up Tags on the walls as the doors are Boarded over and due to stay that way forever more My body's sweating Serengeti Feel so far away, don't even recognise The streets I've walked so much Sending postcards to strangers Dying for conversation But this city's had its mouth sewn shut and... I don't get paid to sing But I'll keep choking up Choking up a set And in the face of things I'm trying to sober up Sober up again Keep trying not to whinge I'm sure they've heard enough Heard enough I've said And in the face of things I'm trying to sober up Sober up again I'm at a loss for discretion Boiling right down to the essence My vision starts to blur from all the drugs I didn't take My body's sweating Serengeti I feel a continent away from my local these days I don't get paid to sing But I'll keep choking up Choking up a set And in the face of things I'm trying to sober up Sober up again Keep trying not to whinge I'm sure they've heard enough Heard enough I've said And in the face of things I'm trying to sober up Sober up again
9.
Paint 05:13
I keep a book of my thoughts In the front I take note when I'm feeling awful And in the back I write down When I feel confident or beautiful or happy I won't say which side is dominating now I'm Old Testament, all left out like an orphan Living in these tattered old rags I'm a beast defined in biblical proportions It's toxic just to breathe of my breath I'm dripping with paint Trying to change who I am But it still shows on my face And I'm trying to create a perfect person It doesn't run in my veins I keep the walls of my room Plastered with posters of bands I loved in high school And haven't listened to since And I don't have tattoos I haven't even drilled through my ears in the bathroom It's just too hard to commit I'm a testament to lack of self-approval All dressed up in black My heart doth pump with pain of its removal That beating was the best I ever had I'm dripping with paint Trying to change who I am But it still shows on my face And I'm trying to create a perfect person It doesn't run in my veins I'm starting to enjoy the silence To not hear music how I used to It's a constant struggle trying to write it When I've only lived vicariously through you I'm dripping with paint Trying to change who I am But it still shows on my face And I'm trying to create a perfect person It doesn't run in my veins In my veins, in my veins In my veins In my veins, in my veins In my veins

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released February 21, 2022

Recorded by Luke Seymoup
Drums recorded by Greg Macmillan at Echidna Studios
Mixed & Mastered by Daniel Antix at Def Wolf Studios
Artwork by Joseph Ling
Photography by Luke Seymoup
Modelling Justin Seymoup (but don't tell anyone)

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